Im nowj0y0us this lj is from when I was in HS and about 3-4 years old I needed a fresh new start...soo gett over there and add me kthx?

Who knew that coming home would be this boring..christmas break was easier I guess because everyone was in the christmas spirit...who knows? either way I'm bored to tears...all I feel like doing is sleeping

DJ UNK CONCERT in less than 24 hours!!!!!!

So theres this girl...who makes livejournal posts about me when shes mad unsted of saying the shit
to my face but see unlike her I will say it to her face to. But,for now ill be childish
like her and rant here too.

Well see i noticed I was annoye when she always thinks im trying to steal her spotlight when in
reality hers is burned out and broken. And I have better things to do with my life. I dont cry for noreason and my family sure wouldn't lie for me dumb dumb.

Also she seems to enjoy trying to get people mad at others. For example today I was supposedly "heated"
when in reality im happy for my friend having a real guy our age that she can be with. My friend knows this but obivously this girl is so caught up in starting shit she can't see it.

This girl also says I have a attitude and im mean when in reality I get tired of her talking about random stupid shit.
And I just not in the mood for her sometimes or to hear a pointless story about absolutely nothing. And when I try to say something she acts like im inferior to her or some shit.
And then she calls me stupid one day shes gonna push it a lil to far and I will go off on her and make
her cry then ill be a acclaimed horrid person to hear her tell it. Meanwhile in reality im not mean
just a human can only take so fuckin much!

Alot of people ask me why I tolerate her and I now wonder. I used to defend her when people talked about her. But,not now I sure won't. She thinks all these people are her friends and in reality they are mine and the other girls friends and they just try to tolerate her.

Also, I just can't stand the face that she is always saying "best friend" to people and its supposed to be a mutual feeling and the others involved in this so called feeling dont feel the same way as she does. All she does is complain about her life non stop. Her life isn't that bad no matter what she says. And shes on so many pills I ponder how she can walk and attempt function. I mean depression pills are for those who need them not just because your not feeling lovely every once and awhile.
Can we say "OVERMEDICATED?" I know that I sure can. And she always assume just because one person in a large group of people is "evil" doesnt mean the rest are.

And well me and well everyone else is sick of hearing about your little internet life and perv of a boyfriend. No guy like 25 or 26 well basically just old should want someone our age. Unless he is really a loser and lacking personality and can't get anyone else. I mean lets face it he just wants you for lack of anyone else wanting him. Seriously GROW THE HELL UP. He doesn't really want you and you obivously don't know what a real
relationship is. You don't even appear to know what a real friendship is.
You are 16 now its time to be a little more grown up. Stop
being so freakin childish and annoying im sick of it and so is everyone else.

Now go ahead get mad cry about me saying the truth and complain and like you do every time try to turn people against me..To bad you can't cause the people you would try to turn against me don't like you at the moment for the same reasons anyway.

1st Semester

Block 1-Chem with Mr.Parsons
Block 2-Comp Science with Mr.Nichols
Block 3-Geometry with Ms.Bostic
Block 4-English Honors with Mr.Fisher

2nd Semester

Block 1-Spanish 2 with Ms.Kutz
Block 2-Fundamentals of Health Care with Ms.Begley who is my aunt and uncles neighbor this should be intersting
Block 3-History Honors with Ms.Williams
Block 4-Science Honors with Ms.Tillquist

If you have ANY classes with me comment and tell me which

Not alot happened im just crushing. Today was kinda boring...1st normal boring math..2nd.Spanish=boring...3rd Health funny as usual..4th.History need I say more? Im not in drama anymore it is kind of a nice feeling. Although, my life seemed more eventful. Well all for now cept I wonder where my pet mouse is? lmao the visitor thanks to the door being left open. It so ugly its cute. Like some boys I know heh.

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Long time no update. Not alot has been going on really... But,I have decided that I am going to start being nicer to people. I know I can be very bitchy at times and yall dont deserve that side of me. Its quite ugly...lol So...Im gonna be more pleasent more often specially next semester which goes as follows:
1-Alegbra 1-Ms.Lovejoy
2-Spanish 1-Ms.Price
3-Health-Mr.Fenimore
4-Usto1900-Mr.Loftis
Im gonna be hateful in 1st block pre warning so I wont be talking. Seems as me and el mathio don`t get along. I will be busting my ass to have a high B/ low A....All for now im gonna go eat lunch..I go some Subway=yummy...

Taken from_cassyandra)

 Thinking of killing yourself?

Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electrocute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.


What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.


What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.


What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.

But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.

Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?

The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.

Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.

You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.

You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.

Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.


If you're reading this, steal it and put it in your journal as well.

Tarra:Pony,Pretty pinks and browns makeups and pretty lip gloss
Jarelle:No clue yet...she hasnt really told me
Jerricka:Probably a purse of some sort...
Kadija:A set of lotions or something similar?
Leslee:Some kinda smelly good stuff cause she always has the smelly goo stuff in Gym<3
Jamisa:Im gonna ask her...
Sean:No idea...a wrist band?
Cam:PIE! lol
Lee:I gots to ask Jarelle..
anyone I forgot don`t get madd!

Yea...I wish that I could just fall in love and not care about getting hurttooo</b> much! I don't want to be like 40 and have like 90 cats,live in a very small cottage near Niagra Falls, and have a house that smells of cat pee...On a lighter note do you people accutally read this? lmao I really began to wonder sometimes... with that im gonna go ...x0xChantel

[ boyfriend application ]

***WARNING: obviously this ENTRY is all in good fun so stop being a fucktard and dont be critical...like i would EVER consider a livejournal romance. psha yeah right<3


WHOLE NAME?
AGE?
EYE COLOR?
WHERE ARE YOU?
HOMETOWN?
HOUSE OR APARTMENT?
WOULD YOU CALL ME OR DO I HAVE TO CALL YOU?
WOULD YOU MAKE THE FIRST MOVE?
DO YOU HAVE A CELL PHONE?
DO YOU DRINK?
DO YOU SMOKE?
WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN A YEAR?
WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE PASTIME?
DO YOU LIKE THE BEACH?
DO YOU GET JEALOUS?
WOULD YOU CALL ME IF YOU WERE LATE TO MEET ME SOMEWHERE?
WOULD YOU TAKE CARE OF ME IF I WAS SICK?
FAVORITE COLOR?
FAVORITE CAR?
MUSIC?
DO YOU LIKE TO SEE MOVIES?
FAVORITE MOVIES?
DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES?
WHAT DOES YOUR WARDROBE CONSIST OF?
WHAT DOES YOUR ROOM LOOK LIKE?
WHAT BRAND(S) DO YOU WEAR MOST?
DO YOU THINK YOU COULD HANG OUT WITH MY GIRLFRIENDS/BOYFRIENDS?
DO YOU GET ALONG WITH OTHER GUYS/GIRLS REALLY WELL?
IF YOU COULD DESCRIBE ME IN 4 WORDS FROM WHAT YOU SEE WHAT WOULD THEY BE:

umm yeah i got it it was posted but im not sure how to read it...someone help!